Post About English Class (This Paper)

Before I started writing this paper I thought I liked to write and I thought it came easy to me. Not anymore. This paper is insanely hard for me to write. The topic of "Why I read what I read and why I write how I write" is very difficult for me to write about. There is no specific memory that molded how I read and write. Ive spent 1 hour trying to write this paper on real events and I got to one page and had to erase it all because I had nothing else to write about.Now I am trying to use made up events on top of my real events. This paper is still difficult to write. I like to write papers on research, not on my life.